This is a conversation you need to have with your boyfriend, even if it’s awkward — and even if it’s hard to bring it up and actually talk about it for more than a few seconds. And you say you “know he truly loves and wants to be with me.” Before you take it personally, be a little brave, remind him how much you care about him, and tell him that you just don’t understand why he doesn’t want to have sex with someone as hot and amazing as yourself.
A week before being diagnosed, we were taking pictures together on Snapchat and I noticed he had been snapping some random girls.
Let him know how it made you feel: that it hurt you and made you feel insecure and made it harder for you to trust the man you love.
Don’t brush away your feelings or apologize for them.
I also notice that he likes all of her Facebook profile pictures when she updates them and adds a new picture.
I have not said anything to him about it because I do trust him, and I know he would never cheat on me, but I can't help but feel like he once had strong feelings for her in high school or that he may even have some feelings for her still.
Some messages were flirty or stated we had been rocky.